Again... nothing
Today I’ve been feeling scared, hopeless. I’ve been trying to put on my best face but it’s definitely not working.
In the morning I had an appointment with a ‘new’ otologist. He had been highly recommended by one of the neurologists and we’d gone to see him once, and he’d ordered some tests before he could give a diagnosis.
We had the tests done at the Rehab Institute last week (actually, only one test was missing) and went to see him early morning. He was very friendly, had a look at the tests and said everything looked perfectly fine. He said he was really sorry, but with all the tests in hand he could see nothing wrong with my vestibular system and the problem was most likely neurological. In any case, he wasn’t the specialist we needed.
He was so sure he didn’t charge for the consultation. Quite a decent fellow.
I don’t know why but it hit me quite hard, I see now. Pretty much all the doctors I have seen have given up on me. I didn’t think this would be the exception but to hear it so plainly really broke my spirits.